Awkward Last Words

Despite the fact that I did not get the closure I was hoping you’ll be man enough to give me for years now, I tried my best to be civil with you, friends even. But no matter how much I try to reach out to you, no matter how hard I try to rebuild even just a fraction of the relationship we once had (not the romantic kind of relationship), to ask you to at least acknowledge me as well as entertain the possibility that we could be friends, I guess it’s impossible. 

I’m glad I had the chance to talk to one of your closest friends back in high school. How at one point of our conversation last night, he had spontaneously told me that the two of you had already drifted apart. I know that his words were not meant for me but perhaps, it’s the universe’s way of telling me that we’ve drifted apart way too much and that I shouldn’t hold on to the possibility of establishing or re-establishing a friendship with you. 

I hope you’re happy now. That’s all. 

I on the other hand, shall get on with my life.