Despite the fact that I did not get the closure I was hoping you’ll be man enough to give me for years now, I tried my best to be civil with you, friends even. But no matter how much I try to reach out to you, no matter how hard I try to rebuild even just a fraction of the relationship we once had (not the romantic kind of relationship), to ask you to at least acknowledge me as well as entertain the possibility that we could be friends, I guess it’s impossible. 

I’m glad I had the chance to talk to one of your closest friends back in high school. How at one point of our conversation last night, he had spontaneously told me that the two of you had already drifted apart. I know that his words were not meant for me but perhaps, it’s the universe’s way of telling me that we’ve drifted apart way too much and that I shouldn’t hold on to the possibility of establishing or re-establishing a friendship with you. 

I hope you’re happy now. That’s all. 

I on the other hand, shall get on with my life.

James and I celebrated our 22nd monthsary last Wednesday by having dinner, strolling around SM North after dinner and interviewing Chikoy Pura of The Jerks somewhere in Timog Avenue afterwards. 

We ordered a slice of Pepperoni Pizza and a whole serving of Baked Zitti from Sbarro. James enjoyed the Pepperoni Pizza a lot and was thinking of ordering another slice but I told him that instead of ordering another slice, we should probably just have dessert somewhere else. 

We bought Churros Con Chocolate from Dulcinea as I’ve been craving for it for months now. I was a bit disappointed with the Churros though because it was already cold by the time James and I decided to eat it. We were supposed to grab a fix of Milk Tea from Gong Cha but their SM North branch was packed and there were no more seats available so we just headed to Starbucks. 

I honestly didn’t want to order Starbucks at that time but I had no choice since we needed to kill time before heading to Timog for the interview.